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searching for my lost shaker of salt




August 22nd, 2005

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February 15th, 2005

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Its so hard to say Goodbye
When you're not ready to let go....

February 13th, 2005

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Wow I'm at a really great job. *rolls eyes* The other night one of the people working with me gave a guy a blizzard for a bag of weed. Yea pretty sure i'm finding a new job A.S.A.P. Anybody got any suggestions??

February 10th, 2005

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Visit The Doll Palace [Where Cartoon Dolls Live]

See my Halo
All bright and Shiny ?
Mess with me
And I'll kick your hiny!

Darn sscary men on my roof

Yea thanks to those darn scary men on my roof I don't have satilite anymore. They had to disconnect it to fix the roof and then they were like "oh we don't have the tools to realign it.......sorry" At least I still have the lil itty bitty T.V. in my room. GGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRR

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In the past 48 hours....have you...?

* Cried: yes
* Bought something: yes

* Gotten sick: no
* Sang: yes because of band
* Eaten: yes
* Been kissed: not huh
* Felt stupid: yea....I'm part blonde part flute = bad combination
* Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: .......
* Met someone new: no
* Moved on: not as easy as it sounds

* Talk to an ex: yes
* Missed an ex: missed a friend
* Talked to someone you have a crush on: no
* Had a serious talk: don't think so......did I ?
* Missed someone: yes
* Hugged someone: yes
* Fought with your parents: yes
* Dreamed about someone you can't be with: no

Social Life:

* Best guy friend: Its gotta be Marc (ex-fiancee) :D

* Best lady friends: Stephanie and Katie

* Boyfriend/Girlfriend: nope
* Hobbies: playing flute, hanging out with friends

* Pager: Gosh haven't even seen those things since I was like 5

* What type automobile do you drive: 2000 Saturn

* What type automobile do you wish you drove: Chevy Avalanche
* Would rather be with friends or on a date: friends

* Wheres the best place to hangout: doesn't matter as long as you're with good friends
* Do you have a job: yes :(

* Do you attend church: not as much as I should
* Do you like being around people: yes


* Have you known the longest: well family ....then Stephanie since 4th grade!
* Do you argue the most with: my mom

* Do you always get along with: for the most part my friends
* Is the most trustworthy: Katie and Stephanie .....I tell them everything
* Makes you laugh the most: Katie, Stephaine, Marc
* Has been there through all the tough times: Stephaine and Katie

* Has the coolest parents: Stephanie and Katie

* Has the coolest siblings: ???

* Is the most blunt: Stephanie
* Is the smartest: Katie


* Who is your role model: my daddy
* Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: unfortunatly yes
* Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: um....don't think so
* Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: Yes, but whats the point it doesn't get you anywhere
* Would you rather be dumper or dumped: neither, they're both terrible

* Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship
* Want someone you don't have right now: umm....
* Do you believe in psychics: yes
* What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: nothing
* What is your favorite part of your emotional being: ????
* Are you happy with you: kinda
* Are you happy with your life: yea for the most part

I see: the T.V.

I need: to get off the computer
I like: hanging out with my friends
I want: the weekend to be here
I have on: Pajamas
I wish: to many things

I love: laughing and smiling

I hate: essays
I miss: when life was easy

I fear: repeating what happened to me a couple years ago

I feel: Tired
I smell: my sun rippened rasberry room fresherner
I ponder: what the future holds
I regret: there are some, but I try to live life w/o any regrets

When was the last time you ...

Smiled? Today
Laughed? Today
Cried? This weekend
Bought something? yesterday *The Notebook*

Danced? geezzz.....probably Senior night football game
Were sarcastic? Haha probably at dinner
Kissed someone? long while

Watched your favorite movie? a while
Had a nightmare? ummmm.....

Last movie you saw: The Notebook :D
Last song you heard: How do you like me now? - Tobey Keith
Last thing you had to drink: milk >P

Last time you showered: just got out

Last thing you ate: salad

Do You...

Do drugs? no
Smoke? no way
Have sex? I don't believe in sex before marriage
Drink? yes a lil

Sleep with stuffed animals? grew outta that

Live in the moment? Try to as best I can
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/spouse? noppers

Have a dream that keeps coming back? no.....
Play an instrument? yep....Flute :D and piano

Believe there is life on other planets? not to sure
Remember your first love? yea sure do

Read the newspaper? yep
Have any gay or lesbian friends?
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? not to sure on that one
Consider love a mistake? maybe some parts of it
Like the taste of alcohol? some kinds
Believe in astrology? I like to read it

Believe in magic? a little bit
Believe in God? Yes
Pray? every day
Go to church? not as much as I should
Have any secrets? yes
Have any pets? yes
Do well in school? yes
What college are you planning to attend? GOING TO FLAGLER !!
have any piercings? in my ear....want more though
Have any tattoos? not yet....but in the future maybe
Hate Yourself? sometimes

Have an obsession? Johhny Depp?? I wouldn't call it obsession though
Collect anything? not really
Have a best friend? Yes a couple
Wish on stars? sometimes
Like your handwriting? No its crappy ! It really is

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So I just watched The Notebook. (it is now added to Heathers Top Ten Movie list. Pirates will always be first but it took a very close second ) It is one of the sweetest movies ever. Its unbelievable! It really is. Words can't even describe how great of a movie that is.

It got me thinking though ( bad idea I know but every once in a while I can't help it, it just happens) Well I was thinking about how Noah did everything in the world for Ally. He knew they were supposed to be together no matter what, and she knew that too. They had a love that was true and pure. No matter how much they fought they always made up. They overcame everything and I mean EVERYTHiNG that was thrown their way... being apart for years on end, living basically in two separate worlds,and a fiancee. No matter what they overcame what life threw at them. It'd be nice if real life were like that, but its not and we can't judge our lives based on movies. Everything always works out in the end. The guy always get the girl and they live happily ever after in dream home. Where they raise the kids (one boy and one girl, thank you very much) and at the end of the day all the problems are solved and theres no major problems. But I guess I really don't want life to be like that. It wouldn't be exciting at all. Same ol stuff day in and day out. I get bored easy enough as it is.

OK enough with that....

T minus 97 days and counting till GRADUATION!!! I can't wait. I really can't!!!! Its gonna be the best.

The 28 of February I go up to tour Flagler and all and I'm soooooooooo excited. I really am!!!!

Oh we got a Field day team together and Mrs. Hardmen is gonna be our sponcer!! Thats gonna be alot of fun. I mean ALOT ALOT fun. We just need to figure out our team name and design shirts and we'll be all set. So if you got any suggestions I don't mind hearing em......leave me a post.

Oh I wanna know who alls going to Grad Bash at Disney. I wanna go but I wanna go with a whole bunch of my friends cause thats whats gonna make it the funnest. So PLEASE PLEASE post and tell me if you're going or what I can to do convince you to go.

We had rehearsal today. Yea it pretty much sucked and to top it all of Dr. Josum ( a professor at Florida Southern)came to our class today to help us. Yea pretty sure we sounded the shittiest we've ever sounded. Especially for playing this music since before Christmas break! We have a lil less then a month before Districts so wish us luck!! We have to get straight superiors to go on to state. If we make it to state its been rumored Crawford would take us on tour(hes mentioned it before) and that would be like the best. I mean the absolute best! It really would.

OK I'm done

February 6th, 2005

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sex on beachhh
You are sex on the beach

What kind of sex are you?
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February 2nd, 2005

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Have you ever had a bad habit and you wanted to change it sooooooooo badly. You would do anything to lose that habit. Theres one I want to break so BAD ........but I can't. I just can't open up to people past like a certain point. Its like "opps you've gotten to the point. I'm not letting you get any closer to me. " I can't stand it cause it means I can't tell people how I feel or why I feel that way. It frustrates me beyond belief and it frustrates the people in my life. They also don't get to really know whats going on inside me and I don't know how to tell them. I just close up tighter then anything and no one knows whats going with me/or how I feel about a certain situation. Nobody knows and the only one who can tell them ..........can't.

January 29th, 2005

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So yea didn't really do all that much today. My family is in town so they came over from my Grandmas and we went to lunch at Crispers. We saw Mr. Fisher there Oh and we saw Mrs. Carilton. You always end up seeing people you know at Crispers its crazy. Crazyness I tell you. Anyways after that we were supposed to go see Phantom of the Opera but like my Grandma decided she didn't wanna go and then it was like a chain reaction. So we ended up not doing that. (very pissed about that) So we went to the mall instead. I saw Drew at the mall and told him and his family about me going to Flagler next year. They were excited for me. :D Then we decided that we had spent enough time at the mall and we left but not before I stopped in the pet store and I managed to fall in love with yet another kitten. ***sigh*** As soon as I picked her up she started purring and I was like "OHHHHH my goodness. I want to take you home right now" and then to make matters worse she started cuddling right up to my chest and I about lost it then. So I had to give her back. **sniff sniff* but I'm ok now.... Kinda. Then we stopped at the Dollar store and then went home. and thats about how my day went so yea ok bye
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